It's strange writing to you after all this time. After all, I don't have any direct form of contact for you, so I just have to hope you peek in every once in a while.
It's your birthday today. I hope you enjoyed yourself (not only today, but every day), and I hope you're doing well. Maybe you've been able to move on, but even if not, I just want you to know that I don't hate you. I never did, and you were never a bad person.
You're one of the only good people I know, and I wish that you could still be in my life, even if not in the same role as before.
I know you may have a lot of moving on to do before that can happen as well, but... somehow, I guess I just hope that you know that I never was, and never will be angry or upset at you. Things happened, and I try to move on from them. Maybe you can join me some time...
If you ever decide to... send me a message. You know how to get to me.